Day two of the blog tour for #TheGirlIUsedToBe, and I, TWG, have the honour of sharing my review of Mary Torjussen’s book. Big thank you, as always, to Anne from Random Things Tours for the blog tour invite, and huge thanks to publisher, Headline, for the review copy. Here is my review:
How can you hide your mistakes when you don’t know what they are?
Gemma Brogan needs a break from her life.
A work event looks the ideal chance to get away. And a friendly new client seems like the perfect gentleman when he joins Gemma for an innocent dinner . . .
But the next morning she has no memory of how the night ended and he has vanished into thin air.
Suddenly, Gemma is plunged into a twisted nightmare she can’t control. To protect her future, and her family, she will have to confront shocking secrets from her past – and the truth about the girl she used to be.
What does TWG think?
I am quite sure that a lot of you reading this review right now have had at least one hangover before, right? If that is the case, imagine feeling as though you have the proof something has happened, but without having the actual proof to cement it. I know, that sounds quite confusing doesn’t it? Lets look at it a different way. Imagine going out for a walk one day, you run into an old friend, have a bite to eat, and then come home not remembering half of the things you did that day, yet something is brought to your attention from that day out which you have no reason not to take as gospel. But do you? I have never had a hangover, but I do know that brain fog is quite similar and, whilst brain fog isn’t the case for main character, Gemma, there are a lot of things happening in the storyline which make Gemma’s life appear rather uncertain, and Gemma very untrustworthy.
Not remembering what you got up to is quite scary and, believe it or not, actually reading about someone who cannot remember what they got up to is scary as well. You think that, as readers, we would be privy to certain events throughout the storyline, but that isn’t the case here. I hadn’t the foggiest what happened that night apart from what the author wrote about, therefore as soon as Gemma’s journey became more uncertain, I found myself growing increasingly nervous because I kept thinking to myself, ‘did I miss a page out?’ and, ‘have I already forgotten what happened to Gemma?’. It made me quite anxious if I’m honest! Intriguingly anxious, yet also anxious in a rather uncomfortable manner as well.
I cannot fault Mary Torjussen’s story telling, nor can I fault the way in which she keeps her readers on tenterhooks all the way through the novel. Whilst I would usually use the word ‘creepy’ for novels which include ghosts and stalkers etc, I have to say that that word could not be more apt for ‘The Girl I Used To Be’. It’s creepy, it’s edgy, it’s very suspenseful, whilst also making you feel as though you have to second guess every conceivable thing in your own life as well as Gemma’s.
A twisty, suspenseful novel which was full of skeletons and bucketful’s of insecurities – I cannot help but be impressed by what I have read!